As difficult as it is for me to ‘get over’ my past issues i’ve decided to take a more positive outlook on life. Doesn’t mean i’m going to be happy 24/7 but i don’t wanna look back on my life in 10 years and feel unaccomplished and useless. It’s one of those feelings i’m developing at the moment. I WANT to go places, i WANT to be remembered and as stupid as that sounds i’m determined to get it. I’m fed up of feeling this way, and letting things like my weight determine my mood. A change of view is desperately needed. I can get jealous over what other people have as much as i want, but i need to be more grateful for who i am. I refuse to slip into that mood again. Watch this space.